Sunday, June 21, 2009

Njan “…….”..oru penkutty ayathu kondu thanne peru velipeduthan ishtapedunilla...ippol vayasu 19..orupadu ezhuthanum vayikkanum ishtamanu..janichathum valarnathumellam oru kochu gramathil…athintethaya dowrbalyangal enikkundu…diary ezhuthumayirunnu…pinnneedu athu evdeyo vachu pathiyil nirthy thurannu paryan oral ullappol diaryude avsyamillennu thonni…ippol veendum diary ezhuthan thudangiyappol entho pena eduthu kuthikkurikkan oru vishamatha…appol vijarichu ithokke oru blogil ezhuthamennu..anganeyanu ee sahasathinu njan muthirunnathu…appol ini enne kurichu paranju thudangam…
Njan “….”munbe paranjuvallo…velipeduthan agrahikkunilla…saadharana oru middle class kudumbathil jananam…njan janichathinu sheshama veettil ayswaryam vannu keriyathu ennu amma palappozhum parayarundu…athoru sowkarya ahankaramayi njan manasil sookshikkarundu..oru padu santhoshicha dhinangalayirunnu pinneedangottu…orupadu snehikkunna achan…verum pancha paavmaya achan…ennum adi koodunna chettan..achan government servicil amma veettamma..ennekkal 3 vayasinu mooppulla chettan…swargamayirunnu jeevitham…kuttykalam aghoshichu…innathe pillere pole adachu pooty ayirunilla njangale valarthiyathu ella swathanthrayavum thannirunnu..oodanum chaadanum karangi nadakkanum…
Oru padu vashiyullla kutty ayirunnu njan…enthagrahichalum vaashi pidichu njan nadathi edukkumayirunnu…achanodayirunnu enikku ettavum ishtam…achan anu enikkelllam…njan pappa enna vilikkuka…ente kuttiye pole ayirunnu njan pappaye nokki irunnathu…pappaye orukkiyum pottukuthiyum choru vari koduthum okke njan snehichu…enikkinnum ormayundu orikkal pappede officil ninnu senior officers entho enquirykku vanna divasam njan pappede kashandi thalayil ullamudi randu bhagathum ketty pottokke thottu kannezhuthi orukki nirthiyekkuvayirunnu…paavam avarude munnil petta pappede avastha…avarokke bhayankara chiri aayirunnu…
amma verum paavamanu…njanum achanum kochu kochu karyangalkku polum vazhakku koodum..pakshe angottum ingottum mindathirikkan 2perkkum kazhiyilla…oru neram njan bakshanam kazhichillenkil annu muzhuvanum achanum kazhikkilayirunnu…kurachu kushumbum paradooshanangalumokke ayi nadakkunna oru paavam veettammayanu amma…ettan oru kalakarananu nannayi varaykkum..ettan enne pole alla pancha paavamanu ennanu pothuve ellarum parayaru pakshe enikkangane thonniyittilla…avan ellarudeyum munnill pothuve silent anu… pakshe njan enganeyano veettil angane thanneyanu purathum…ente swabhavam ingane okkeyanu…sahikkan pattunnavar sahikkuka…

kuttykaalathu enikkorupaddu kootukar undayirunnu…ikru,kochuvava,anil,manoharan,unni,paru,reshma,jiji,angane orupadu per..njangalonnichayirunnu ella kaliyum…ithil ettavum moothathu ente chettan anu..chachettan ennanu njan vilikkuka…enne veetil vilikkuka chinju enna…chinjaaa nu vilikkum ellarum…kuttykaalathu enne ettavum sangadapeduthiyathu “anil”nte maranamayirunnu…avanennekkaal 1 vayasu mooothathanu..oru prathyeka ishtamayirunnu ennodu avanu…pampu kadichanu avan marichathu..marikkunnathinu munbu vare avan enne anveshichirunnu ennanu parayunnathu…pakshe avan maricha vivaram aarum ennodu paranjirunilla…njangal kuttikal aarum arinjirunilla…avane maravu cheytha sthalam polum njan ithuvare kandittilla…entho kondo entho ente swapnangalil polum avan ithuvare vannittillla..angane polum enne vishamippikkunnathu avanu ishtamallayirikkum…
venalavadhikkalam mikkavarum njangal nattil pokaranu pathivu..onamvaccationum nattil pokum…enikkorikkalum marakkan avatha avadhikkalam oru christmas vaccation anu..annu pappaykku nilamboor ayirunnu joli…njan first standardilo secondilo matto anennu thonnunnu…aa vaccation njangal ellarum nilamboor poyi..kadinu aduthayirunnu quarters…avde aduthu 1,2 veedukal mathram...avde oru veettil “luttapy”ennu perulla oru kutty ullathayi orma undu…nalla sthalamayirunnu…njangal ravile kulikkan poyirunnathu oru puzhayilanu..kaattilude kurachu dhooram nadakkanam…njanum chettanum munbe nadakkum…annittu maranju ninnu ammayem pappayem pedippikkumayirunnu…aa pokunna vazhi innum enikkorupadu ormayundu…pokunna vazhiyil oru koottan pampin puttundayirunnu…avde ethunnathu vare njan oodum…avde ethiyal pinneedenikku pediyanu…aaa pokunna vazhiyil orutharam elayundayirunnu…amma athu valichu kondu vannu ente thalayil theppikumayirunnu..entho oru tharam thaaliyanu.. “vellilam thali”yo matto…avde valuthayi aazhamonnu milla…pappa kyil kidathi neenthippikkumayirunnu njangale…pappa akkara vare neenthumayirunnu…oru pravasyam pappa neenthiyappol pappede aduthude oru neerkkoli poyi…njan pedichu poyi…njanum chettanum vegam kuli kazhinju meen pidikkumayirunnu…enikkoru net pole ulla frock undayirunnu athu valichu keery njanum chettanum meen pidichu athinu ammede vayil ninnu njangal kure kettu…aaa quartersil oru watcher chettan undayirunnu…aa chettan quartersile oru roomil kazhuthil thooval illatha kozhiye kondu ketty irunnu…aa kozhiye pozhichu thinnumayirunnu njangal…nilambur poyi varunna vazhikku pappa enikum chettanum kalikkam maram kondu undakkiya valya autoyum busum vangi thannnirunnu…aaa yathra njan orikkalum marakkilla…

ente vashiye kurichu njan paranjirunallo..cheruppathil njan nonstop fast passenger bus nirthyppichu.. “1”nu poyittundu..hi..hi..athraykkum bhayankariya njan…busil kidannu nilavilichu avasanam gathikettu driver bus nirthy enikku vendi bus othukki nirthy…